Sorry for the long wait. Was busy in few things. Now you realize what it can be with me. Was off for my Project related work to Chennai. Good news on that front though , We cracked one of India's most difficult Competitions.
Hope we will be best in the world in times to come.
You know how empty it feels when u have just about achieved something big something huge by your standards and then suddenly realize the person with whom you wanted to share the same is not available anymore to talk at the time.
It pinches and creates a sense of hollowness inside you. It made me weep. i remembered her like never before. i wanted to talk to her like never before. But had to resist the temptation.
I know for sure this was what she wanted for me, and she would have been happy for me, Not for us though.
But life has its own issues with the things.
As the days pass on and most of my friends have turned from unemployed junks to IT professionals (Congrats to you all).
But for me life is still standing still, silent there and nowhere to move.
I am counting my days asnd it has stuck 21 days, 9 more to go for my deadline.
A sense of gloom is taking over me as i sense the unfortunate happening. God please give me the strength to bear the same.
Do i continue with the story .. do i need to.. well that's a question for good eternity or life...
But for the sake of the blog and the readers i think i wud continue.......
So as has been let known now. I call her Nishu ( Not for the Blog friends. Its how she is called really)
She was busy giving her entrance and i was busy givin my end sems. There was this thing that none of us realized that what if she had to move to some other city For MCA.
Smallest of such thoughts had not crossed over to my mind when suddenly the exams got over, both of ours.
She realized she had tgo go to her maternal home in heart of UP for about 2 months or till she is admitted in any college. What if she is admitted to a college outside delhi. Will she directly go there.
I was shocked. She was depressed. It hit us to the core. We decided to take it in stride. Jus about then the project had almost taken off in summer vacations. I was on it plus my internship at Bharat electronic limited, where almost everyone i knew was interning from broken legs to shaky to jumpin jack etc.
Anyway we hoped that she would come back to delhi soon and would be admitted to some good college in Delhi.
I went to drop her to station took the most beautiful bouquet of flowers i could conjure up as well as chocolates and god knows what.
I was crying deep within me and she was in tears. We did not know when we would be meeting next.
The train slowly started and i was there standing out waving her bye.
(The stupid technology ... AC coaches don have windows to wave and are tinted enough to obstruct good view. Kills the romanticism involved in waving someone goodbye. :P )
It was bad very bad.. anyway friends.
Over and out for the day...
Signing off with few lines
Now I knew I lost her --
Not that she was gone --
But Remoteness travelled
On her Face and Tongue.
Alien, though adjoining
As a Foreign Race --
Traversed she though pausing
Latitudeless Place.
Elements Unaltered --
Universe the same
But Love's transmigration --
Somehow this had come --
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Love
AKJ
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