Part 10..........

So we were planning a Trip to spend some quality time together after exams but as they say Luck has its own charms and its own moods.

You Don't take decisions, decisions are forced on u. So as soon as exam got over I found that i had to leave for Vishakhapatnam for some workshop at some university and Virtual man was with me (Drinking Booze the whole route :P)

The trip to vishakhapatnam was terrible. Things did not turn out to be as good as they were supposed to be. I was simmering and i was angry with the organizers of the workshop. i called up the person who had fixed up my workshop in middle of night and gave him an earful, i did not know what i would have said but Virtual man was almost always stopping me from saying more explosive words. But that did have an effect. He got my phone recharged, which was almost running empty. So i had few hundred in my mobile balances and i spent rest of two days chatting with her over phone . that helped me cool off a bit, also the sea shores of Vishakhapatnam did their bit in calming me in 6the terrible outland where we were.

While shopping on beaches of Vishakhapatnam, i bought few sheels and corals for her, few for pleasing my mom as well. U know i am always out on some pretext or another.:P

So a hectic tour of almost 1 week was over and i was back in delhi and as soon as i land up in college the next big thing catches me I.e. College fest, by that time i was supposed to organize IEEE technical fest only.

When i am on something i am on it completely. this is the policy by which i have lived the major part of my life. i give 100% of my attention time to what i am doing and expect the same from others. Human relations i have seldom valued in my quest for perfection. It has been good enough for me in patches. It has helped me reach what i have become today but the price for that that i have paid is visible today. The people who are close to me will testify for the same. many times i have lost cool on people who could not devote 101% of their time on the project/ fest job at hand.

This attitude of mine combined with the fest planning can be attributed to the start of the end.
i called her and explained all this to her also explained her that the time was crazy and i would be hell busy with my fest planning.She encouraged me to have a great Fest in college. But seldom do we realize that people hide their true feelings for our sake. What i now realize that i took it too far. I extened my brief too much in due course, and am paying for the same today.

So The situation was that the fest planning was in full steam the team was in order. But in initial days the whole team was almost vella as the website needed to be designed and the Brochure needed to be written. this was primarily my job along with my dear friend Danav.
All my friends would approve or disapprove of our works from time to time as acc to their wish.
and Mr danav and me were making these two components ready.It took so much time that i was almost exhausted the whole days. i did not prepare for my GATE or anythin as i told u when i am on somethin i am on it 100%. The week before my Gate the whole days i was trying to finish the IEEE website . I fucked up my Gate and my relationship to some extent because of this, but i did not acre at that time. Its not that i am 100% transformed now. Guys hoping to be on team for this time's fest plz beware. :P

So the site was up and i realized i had not even met her for 15 days. My gate was screwed up. guess what guys. GATE was on 14 feb :P My first valentine with her and i was giving this exam anyways . we decided to celebrate valentines on 15 which we eventually did but valentines is valentines isn't it. the fun was lost to a great extent.

And now we were adamant to spending some time together calmly. So we zeroed in on Agra as the host city and sometime next week as the date.

Signing off for today guys............................
This is a song i was pointed towards though i dont listen to much of English music but i liked its lyrics here they are for the lady.
Lyrics by Dolly Parton
I Will Always Love You


If I
Should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go
But I know
I'll think of you every step of
the way

And I...
Will always
Love you
Will always
Love you
You
My darling you


Bittersweet Memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So good-bye
Please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you
You need

And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you


I hope
life treats you kind
And I hope
you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy
and happiness
But above all this
I wish you love

And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you


I, I will always love
You....
You
Darling I love you
I'll always
I'll always
Love

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Love
AKJ