Part 3

Don think will be able to write too much today.
Am dejected to hilt today.
Almost suicidal.
Seldom are days so bad for u that they have been today for me and u have to bear them.

So the story....
we had our first date and then we we often chitchatted there. Sometime there at my summer intern period my boss had to leave and i was free whole day to dial random people and chat whole day long. Best use of summer vacations u see.
We often had lunch together in random malls and restaurants of Delhi.

This is one incident which i distinctly recall.
I was visiting my friend's office and we ( me and the lady) decide to go to parathe wali gali sans my friend. Now how to do this.

She first acted as if half dead that she was in terrible pain and what not and wanted to go home at that moment. Men are really helples if a woman is falling sick they have to let'em go.

After that i forged a call from god knows who and talked as if my boss was goin to screw up my whole summer training if i did not report immediately in my office. These two incidents happened in time spans of say 20 mins.

Looks obscure isn't it. But so has been my life.
So i was also out of my friends' and met her half a kilometer down the road and we went together for that lunch that day.


She later conceded to me that it was this day onwards she became serious towards me.


jus this much for today guys......


signing off as usual with a poem for her......

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.


You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

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Love
AKJ