Part 4

Today I will start off with a Famous line by St Augustine Who Said that
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

Beautiful isn't it

So currently I was in Midst of the blossoming season. I was talking to her more often and the best part was that no one had an iota of an idea, if someone says he had he is lying. What it actually meant was that I had no idea where I was at what part of the day
Attempts to Open IEEE could not have come at a better time. So now College was officially Open and we had a new Deano. Deano encouraged us to have IEEE branch and me along with virtual started scouting NSIT. This stressed me even further driving guys at place MAD.
I was supposed to be at Home all day and i was not supposed to be a part of all such activities like IEEE, AUV blah blah..

But never mind these NSIT trips were good in sense that they allowed me to change tracks half way down the city to meet her. Once, I suppose it was around 7-8 August, it was raining heavily I was returning from NSIT and i wanted to jus sit down with someone and chat. i was almost at my place, So i called her up and asked her to be at the MALL, Now i should tell somethin to you This MALL has a very important Significance in my life. More about it later.

So I was not expecting her to come , pata nahi kyon man hua and phone kar diya. And to my Surprise she did come, in the incessant rains. WOW , she made my day that day.

There are innumerable times that u wish someone was with you and not due to any particular reason, Jus aise hi and if That special person is with you , the day seems longer than usual.
That day was one of those days.

So I was happy with God for that day and then next day I realized one thing
She is scared of all scary things like the scary houses in Adventure parks we have, It seems funny to me at the least.

So we visited one of those and on my insistence we went inside one, with insistence i mean 3 hr of perusal completed with sweet corns and Momos etc.

So we entered and she was already scared , and by the time we came out , she was clinging to me, breath up almost as if she had seen her own soul leave.

After that i was made to promise ki aaj ke baad main kisi scary jagah ka naam bhi nahi lunga.
This is one promise i have not been too faithful about.

In the meantime my life was getting screwed up. i was chairman IEEE, had to complete 50 documents of the same, rushing to bank every other day to get an account, A project of UAV under process, Studies, Tech fests, Taking workshops at various colleges across India and SHE.

Those who know me what time it was. Too hectic and too stretched.It used to be 4-5 days since i had last met her. ( if This seems long wait for the rest of the story to proceed....).
Although i tried to call her as much as possible.

By this time I was almost convinced that she loves me. But hey i had not yet conveyed it to her and i had not told the same to her.

Then there was this sunday, i got a day off from my hectic schedule, god knows how . i had almost 15 consecutive working days. She called that day and asked me to accompany her to Akshardham which she wanted to visit. Akshardham , i hate visiting temples, and that too on a day after 15 working days. I flatly refused. i could not have moved out that day.

i believe she was disappointed ( I was later told she was more disappointed than i could imagine)
But anyways those hectic days were coming to their pinnacle .. TOO many workshops in college and also her Birthday was approaching. I promised her i would be with her on birthday but to my dismay i found that we had scheduled a 2 day workshop in college on the day preceding her birthday as well as on her birthday.

Now this is a serious problem with me , I give my professional life too much importance, more than my personal. on a Frank note today if i have to write a blog to communicate with her it is due to this only. But whatever I cannot jus leave my responsibility and go for my personal gains i feel ( i am not virtual man u see).

So i was in dilemma whether to be at my college or be with her for her birthday.

What happened on Birthday is for next post dear friends...
Enough Fodder for the canon has been provided in this post. I expect all this to come blasting to me soon:P

The signing off line s of the day again ....
A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof


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Love
AKJ